light it up
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Does it matter if you're like that?
Being nonchalant in all your ways.
Does it matter if you're always this cold?
Even if you appear to be so open.
Does it matter when you walk away?
Choosing to hide in your own deserted corner.
Sometimes I wonder if what I did was enough.
Wonder whether God was taking me for spins.
You seem untouched, unchanged.
And I thought God had actually used me well.
It turns out that more work had to be done.
And I'm slightly losing hope too.
To a certain extent I don't even think I want or can talk to you ever again.
Because you've really disappointed me a lot. And it hurts.
But I'll keep praying;
For God can and will indeed create a change in you.
It may not be through me but there are bound to be others.
I don't know. I seriously don't know.
7:57 AM