light it up
Monday, January 17, 2011
I finally visited some blogs today, having not touch my computer since the start of January? Well, I found out that I missed out on quite a lot of stuff. I've been pretty caught up with school work and such, been pressed to constantly revise to catch up on the old stuff. I almost cried trying again. But then, no. I told myself I won't crumble. Not yet, not now, not without a fight.
The past hurts were somehow dug up again, just when I thought they had passed over. It seems that this ugly scar will remain as long as the issue is not worked out. But nothing seemed to be within my capability of solving it. All roads seem to lead to a dead end, tunnels with no hint of light.
They say that blogs are true reflections of one's character and a portrayal of one's life. I never doubted this fact. It just puts me to shame that I hardly know what's going on in my friends' lives and remain helpless even as I read their fateful story in front of the cold hard screen.
Helpless Heartache.
But if any of you happen to be reading this right now, trust me. You're not weird nor lousy. In fact, you guys have been the greatest thing to happen in my life. I couldn't have asked for more. Every memory you've shared with me, every footstep you've printed in my life, I cherish them a lot. You may think you're worthless. But you're indeed priceless.
On a lighter note, Happy Belated Birthday Jia Yue and Yee Shan. This is really late I know, pardon me for not sending you guys messages on fb. I hope you can feel my sincerity through the sms sent.
Pictures another time :)
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