Sunday, June 21, 2009

I think I've reached a point where enough is enough.
I can't understand why am I doing this for. It doesn't seem right to me.
It's been 7 years and everything still remains unchanged.
I guess deep down inside everyone hearts we knew the problem, but not one even dared to speak of it or do something about it.

I guess, maybe it's really time for me to go.
But is it really possible?

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I need to stop thinking about so many things. Stop wishing and pleading for this and that.
It never happens, no matter how hard or how much i want.
Many times my mind want to succumb to my foolish thinkings, but my heart tells me not to.

I can't decipher what is right and what is wrongg. I feel as if I'm being pulled at both ends.
I'm entertaining the thought which is the biggest joke of the century, yet I still believed it's true.

When will I ever be still to listen to Him?

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