light it up
Friday, March 19, 2010
It's on rainy days like today that gives me time to sit at home and think of many things. I don't really call it self reflection, or neither is it emo-ing. I can't help but wanting to go back to my Secondary school days and relive it all over again. Go through that stupid Os that seemed so scary and intimidating a few months back. Now it's over.
The entire week was spent mostly meeting up with Crescent people; 4C1 and my beloved Delta. It seems like we have a thousands of words to say to each other, complaints or simply admiration for our present schools. It seems like we're on different paths now: Different people, different stories, different experiences. I guess we no longer could read each other like a book or know just exactly whose the person we're gossiping about because all we could ever know is his or her name. We no longer can tell who exactly is the person that some of us find wierd or who exactly is the person we found interesting. We can only picture as each of us describes the character in our stories.
Who, what, where, when and how. There are so many question marks to all our lives now. I don't know exactly what are my friends is SA is now experiencing or how are the people in JJ are doing now. It seems to me there's this unforeseen barrier between us preventing us from chatting as easily as we used to. I can never understand the culture of whatever each of them are facing.
I just hope that we will still stick together no matter what. Times have changed and people have changed as well. As we continue to grow and mature we face more serious trails and consequences. Sometimes, I really wish time would stop and turn backwards. I think everyone's changing. Maybe inevitably I've changed too myself. But deep in my heart I will always always love Crescent and the people there, for it's really a second home to me.
The entire week was spent mostly meeting up with Crescent people; 4C1 and my beloved Delta. It seems like we have a thousands of words to say to each other, complaints or simply admiration for our present schools. It seems like we're on different paths now: Different people, different stories, different experiences. I guess we no longer could read each other like a book or know just exactly whose the person we're gossiping about because all we could ever know is his or her name. We no longer can tell who exactly is the person that some of us find wierd or who exactly is the person we found interesting. We can only picture as each of us describes the character in our stories.
Who, what, where, when and how. There are so many question marks to all our lives now. I don't know exactly what are my friends is SA is now experiencing or how are the people in JJ are doing now. It seems to me there's this unforeseen barrier between us preventing us from chatting as easily as we used to. I can never understand the culture of whatever each of them are facing.
I just hope that we will still stick together no matter what. Times have changed and people have changed as well. As we continue to grow and mature we face more serious trails and consequences. Sometimes, I really wish time would stop and turn backwards. I think everyone's changing. Maybe inevitably I've changed too myself. But deep in my heart I will always always love Crescent and the people there, for it's really a second home to me.
11:48 PM