light it up
Monday, January 11, 2010
Too many things happened recently and I don't even know whether I can take some time to reflect on what has happened before new events start coming in.
Maybe, I should just pen down whatever's on my mind now before I forget about it- again.
2009 came and went really fast. Many times I felt dejected or even at times pressured by the things happening around me. One of those events that made me cry? That fateful day on 090409. I guessed that most of us cried because we hated to part with whatever we had experienced in this CCA. All that we had gone through, all that we had worked hard for. I believethat if all of these hadn't meant so much to us, it would have been just another stepping down from the CCA kinda event.
Then came the Chinese Os in June. I feel as though I'm totally not prepared for it. Came up with a crappish storyline during the actual exams, and played a guessing game with the answers I wasn't sure off. I believe it's God's grace that I managed to scrap my distictions for the subject which I can't even speak properly in. Haha.
Mid-years came rolling in at the last week of June holidays, after which Prelims started to kick in. I managed to stay maintain an L1R5 of below 20 for my mids, even though I wasn't really doing very well in it. Prelims came much faster then I had expected, didn't study much as usual but scraped a 14 for my L1R5. I'm shocked because I thought I would have easily flunk it.
Then teachers tried to "wake me up when September ends" because the big Os were starting in October already, I felt that I sunk deeper into my "slacking mood" instead and even though many times I reminded myself to keep studying, I didn't achieve my aim at the end of the day. And I can't really say that I did put in my heart and soul into the exams. Maybe I did, but I don't realise it and I keep thinking that I haven't done enough. Still, it's by God's grace that I can do way better than what I've expected for Os.
I really want to thank God for what He's done in my life. For what He has given to me. He's truly awesome, giving me more than what I've expected and more than what I've asked for. I want to say that all these would not have been possible without God, without His guidance and His peace within me. I want to continue to trust in Him forever more. I want to make my life a testimony that God is faithful and God is always good. :D
Maybe, I should just pen down whatever's on my mind now before I forget about it- again.
2009 came and went really fast. Many times I felt dejected or even at times pressured by the things happening around me. One of those events that made me cry? That fateful day on 090409. I guessed that most of us cried because we hated to part with whatever we had experienced in this CCA. All that we had gone through, all that we had worked hard for. I believethat if all of these hadn't meant so much to us, it would have been just another stepping down from the CCA kinda event.
Then came the Chinese Os in June. I feel as though I'm totally not prepared for it. Came up with a crappish storyline during the actual exams, and played a guessing game with the answers I wasn't sure off. I believe it's God's grace that I managed to scrap my distictions for the subject which I can't even speak properly in. Haha.
Mid-years came rolling in at the last week of June holidays, after which Prelims started to kick in. I managed to stay maintain an L1R5 of below 20 for my mids, even though I wasn't really doing very well in it. Prelims came much faster then I had expected, didn't study much as usual but scraped a 14 for my L1R5. I'm shocked because I thought I would have easily flunk it.
Then teachers tried to "wake me up when September ends" because the big Os were starting in October already, I felt that I sunk deeper into my "slacking mood" instead and even though many times I reminded myself to keep studying, I didn't achieve my aim at the end of the day. And I can't really say that I did put in my heart and soul into the exams. Maybe I did, but I don't realise it and I keep thinking that I haven't done enough. Still, it's by God's grace that I can do way better than what I've expected for Os.
I really want to thank God for what He's done in my life. For what He has given to me. He's truly awesome, giving me more than what I've expected and more than what I've asked for. I want to say that all these would not have been possible without God, without His guidance and His peace within me. I want to continue to trust in Him forever more. I want to make my life a testimony that God is faithful and God is always good. :D
6:45 AM