Saturday, November 15, 2008

To masquerade:
Yes sir, thank you for your advice sir. __________________________________________________________
To my lovely tofus that obviously have been missing me so much since I left for Europe:
thank you for coming back to welcome me at the airport. I felt so loved <3

Europe was so nice! I enjoyed myself thoroughly even though my mind was filled a lot of things.
The air has been really good. I don't know how it managed to do it, but the cold wind just seems to make my mind clearer. Ironically, cold wind is supposed to make you fall asleep. However, I feel so much more refreshed now.

I kind of miss EVERYBODY as well, esp Charlie 08' & family. It's seriously the first time I felt a bit home sick, because I'm like a thousand miles away from home in a foreign land on the other side of the world. I've been for so many camps and school overseas trips but never have I really felt home sick. I guess, Charlie must have been a major part of my life, that's why I feel weird without them. And very importantly, the yummy food which my mum cooks.

Also not forgetting, 3C1 08' you guys rock! Although I kind of hate you all for being such smart asses and ace-ing your subjects when I fail terribly, I still love you all a lot! Thanks for taking care of me during the trip when I'm sick. Even though I most probably won't continue my responsibility as your chair next year, I will still support you all fervently!

Also, thanks to Mdm Kala and Ms Azlin for planning this trip. I'm more appreciative of literature now and I'm gonna ace my lit next year! Even though you all are not teaching us next year already, I still want to say that you all have been wonderful teachers. So all the best!
Something out of the blue- I'm still pretty amazed by the amount you both shop though.

Lastly, big thanks to my mum and dad for giving the money to go for the trip. Rest assure that I'll study hard and aim to get a scholarship to enter one of the grand universities I saw in Oxford. Oh, and special thanks to my mum and aunt for making their grand appearance in the airport to pick me up even though I know they won't be reading this.


My mind's really cleared now, I never had and never will have the intention of giving up. I'm ready for more and I know Charlie's always with me. We're gonna fight and we're not gonna stop.
Just wait. We'll rise to the occasion. :)
by the way, I miss them too.

7:30 AM



Thursday, November 6, 2008

It's just so hard to accept the fact:

that they're like that,

that they don't care,

that time's so short,

that I suck a lot as who I am.

8:41 PM